i decide to stay at home today and be a good girl. and what do i get? my mom quarreling with me and telling me she hates me. okay. how fantastic.

now im left crying infront of the fucking computer because i have no idea who to call, no idea who to meet.

i just sent danny a fucking vulgar email. but then again, reality check. does he actually care? i dont think so.

times like this i actually pray for guts to kill myself. and then i realised, i will never have the courage to kill myself.

so will you please kill me? for me?